Mad Nats' Journal

Hey ho my little bunnies,
Hope all is well with ya. I'm recovering after a mad weekend of partyin with my big bro. Did girls and boys last night which was amazing, altho i tripped over a step and stacked it doofus stylee, my toe hurts :<.
Night before was not so cool-got very very drunk and bro had to walk me home from spring lane! not a short distance, damn my lack of food intake!
Uni is good if a little hectic, tryin 2 fit in work, dancing lessons and partying it taking its toll. Been gigging alot as well recently. Saw panic at the disco and the feeling which altho expensive was well worth it
Ah well, hope to see everyone again soon
Love Nats x

Sleepy! and my housemates are driving be bonkers! Need of escape! See people on saturday at Lol's
Nats x

He ho people,
Life's not bad atm, although my work load is threatening to kill me from a brain meltdown..which we know for my tiny mind isn't hard to achieve!
Was thoroughy hungover after a night out with the girls at alberry's, i'm a single woman again so celebration ensued a little too heavily!
Am doin an abseil for charity next month, so ya all gotta sponser me! C'mon i'm thowing myself off a building by choice! gotta be worth some wonga!!
Am teching at the union tonight, i'd like 2 say its in aid of furthering my teching knowledge...but the fact that scott from 5 is dj'ing has kinda swayed my judgment...i was a child of the 90's...so sue me!
Anyways hope you're all well
See you all soon, and love to Joey and Lauuren-i miss u both!!
Nats xx

bleh-bleh and more bleh. i hate life..life hates me....yay!

Hey ho people of canterbury!
Stuff ist gud! Off to (hopefully) sunny majorca in two weeks!Bought the coolest pair of shades, look like i'm a bad version of jackie o in them but hey ho, happy with the cheap imitation :P. Was told today my services are no longer required at my dull temp job, sad about the loss of cash, but not so much about the end of the boredom! Workin in Aldershot isn't fun at the best of times, but especially not when ur stuck in an office with a bunch of ex-military chavs who spend the day pissin about with peoples computers turning the screens the wrong way round etc.
Driving goin well-altho i've decided parallel parkin is an unnecessary evil.
Should be back in the 'bury by the 16th of September, so hope 2 catch up with u all and show of my tan/burns(bought a bikini for the 1st time ever...eeek spanish people are gonna be soso scared!)
Anyways love u miss u all, hope you're well
Love
Nats xxxxx

Yay! First driving lesson in two years and i'm still alive! No pedestian incidents, all is good!!!!!!!!! On the down side my diet is slowly killing me, if i don't see results soon i may have to call rosemary conolly and have words!!!!
Hope all is well in the bury
Miss u all
Nats xx

yayyyyyy for break from diet...yay 4 wine......yay for food.....yay!

Have turned into a fitness fiend the last few days, played tennis tonight and actually managed to make my dad run around like a headless chicken! Tres amusant! Went 2 stay with vicky in maidenhead saturday night which was sooooo cool! Her parents are really nice, fed me up a treat! Much positivness, have sorted out my driving and have my 1st lesson on sunday, good 4 me,scary 4 the general population. Am jetting off to majorca at the end of the month to visit my best mate, thankgod i get outta this hell hole of a country 4 a bit!
Big love
Nats xx

Great houseparty on saturday, much bouncy castle action, altho it seems to have rendered my left thigh completely useless! Saw moose and his new lady as well, which was really cool as haven't caught up in a while and he seems really happy!
Messed up my head slightly again-gettin into the bad habit of going where the moment takes me and not considering the consequences....maybe i'll learn one day.
Back to the hard slog today-much black coffee held me together, but i plan to flop in front of silent witness in a bit and forget everything else.
Laters dudes x

Heyloo,
Thankgod the office i'm workin in has air con- was positively dying of heat exhaustion when i stepped into the sun, especially since i have to have a top with sleeves and my skirt fairly long at work. Its still a bit menial at the enterprise place, but at elast it keeps me busy-shopping a tad too much in my lunch breaks though-whoops! Haven't had a drink for 5 days either really proud of myself, and really trying to get into shape. Was out in the back garden with my skipping rope tonight, much to my parents amusement, i can still do some of my tricks-but i've never learnt how to double jump the rope-answers on a postcard lol.
Exams weren't as bad as i thought, think i have a high 2:2 overall so far-just glad i didn't fail after the dreadful year that has befallen me. Ah well here's hoping its on the up-touch wood! Miss you all muchly, might be up for house party on saturday so shall txt peeps if i'm around.
Big love
Nats xx

Hey peeps of the 'bury. Had my first day as a temp doin data input today. Boring as hell but met some really nce people, plus its nice knowing the money will finally be coming in. Had hugely funny fight with a code lock on the toilet door, me and my colleage were in fits of giggles. we had to wait for a full time member of staff to let us in. All in all stuffs ok. realised what a stupid prat i've been recently and am tryin 2 get my arse in gear. Pubbage tonight woohoo!
Miss y'all
Nats xx

Seriously! Hugely craptastic weekend. My mum and bro had a go at me at the weddin we went to for not spending enough time with 'the family unit'. For christ's sake i spent 3/4's of the evening with them and then got introduced to some peeps my own age and got chatting, so sue me if my bro can't go do the same. So sick of everything always being my fault, especially when to me it seems a trivial complaint that is hardly worth a domestic over. Maybe i am as selfish as they say, i dunno anymore. To top it off being pursued by a mate athome in a really embaressing fashion. don't want 2 hurt someone else i can't bear anymore guilt atm. Kill me someone is all i ask.
Nats x

I am one. A big big one. Why i'm setting myself up 2 get shot down again after pulling myself away from crap situations i dunno. Wantin someone to care for you who never really will...most awful feelin i've ever had. Meh oh well. Soldier on. Although coming back 2 uni is looking really unappealing.
Laters.

Bored and bored. Need a job but no work, need a social life but hardly any mates at home-argh!Positivity has kinda gone down the pan, but meh, soldier on. back in the 'bury for one night only 2moro (11/07/06) if anyone wants to go for a bevvie.
Big hugs
Nats

Meep....and meep. Life is again confusing. Dunno why i can't leave situations which i know are bad for me alone. Seems to be a disfunctional part of my personality. Don't think me and Rob will be seeing each other again wither. He spent last night planning our whole date around the footie...i know i'm not the most enthralling person but come on. I give up, totally.
Nats.

Hey peeps,
Just got back from a week in the New Forest and am extremely brown-yeah get me-the normally pasty girl is no more hehe.
Just vegging this week....thats all there is to say really..boringness
Hope u guys are all good, miss ya
Nats xx

Hey my little bunnies,
Hope your all good. Being home with very little cash is starting to take its toll, found myself actually counting out pennies for a pint of carling during the match yesterday, woe is me! Currently trying to apply for work experience at my local radio station to tide me over and give me something to do. Really hope i can get something, wanna make something of myself for once and fed up of feeling like a useless talentless lump of nastiness.
Off to the new forest with my mum for a few days next week so hopefully that will clear my head a little.
If anyone is interested in going to Guilfest this year let me know, cos i'm gonna go for the day as Morningrunner are playing. 40quid day ticket but can crash at mine as i live fairly close.
Miss you all people
Big cuddles
Nats xx

Hey,
life's been..different of late. Had a weird weekend, when many bugbears were addressed and solved, which was cool-altho the hangover from summer ball didn't help matters, bloody martini. The feeling were really good,and we all looked v. reigmental in our uniforms...well i did until i passed out and lost all respect i had earned lol.
Packing was a living hell, but finally escaped the 'bury for home. Shall probs pop back a little but will be glad of the break, although gonna miss all my canterbury bunnies.
Anyways must sleep
Miss y'all
Nats x

calm before the storm seems to be the phrase that best describes my life recently. in the space of two days had my card defrauded-550 quid nicked from my account, and found out my uncle's in hospital with kidney stones. let the third thing happen and get it over with.